A New Beginning

I'm back...

2011-04-01T20:44:00.000+08:00

Salutations Blog,

For I have neglected you so...
Never thought I would come back to you... But I realized, I need you back...
As a place to vent my happy moments and sad moments as you were here for me before...
I realize I miss you so...

To begin, I am a bitch... A gossip, whom does not know when to shut up...
A bitch and a gossip who spread wrong information... That's who I am... A horrible person...
I don't even have any words to defend myself as that's what I seem to be...

Au revoir,

2010-10-06T08:05:00.002+08:00

Hi, I am migrating over to tumblr...

New add is alsy90.tumblr.com

Marriage, how does it work?

2010-09-24T14:05:00.002+08:00

A thought just came into my mind just a while ago...

It was the question of what is marriage?

I was watching a Korean drama, "Boys Over Flowers" while eating my ever delicious Korean instant noodles...

And Jan Di's friend was saying, "Marriage is different, it's not like dating where they can date for a few months and then break-up".

My thought were why can't they marry each other for a few months and then divorce?

Well, of course I know the answer why not...

Cause Marriage is a sacred thing and it is a commitment where a guy and a girl made the commitment to spend the rest of our lives together no matter what happen...

And marriage is the contract that binds the two of them together in paper and there is no turning back...

But then everything has it's loop hole or should I say, escape route...

Divorce... Lots of people use that to get out of the everlasting commitment...

But at the same time, it could be because they can't live together anymore or maybe they fell out of love, or there was someone else or, the list is so long and there can be so many reasons...

Britney Spears got married for a few hours and then got divorced... didn't she?

Jennifer Aniston and Brad Pitt got divorced cause rumours say she didn't want a baby.

Lots of people divorce... It has become sooo common that almost anywhere we look, there has to be at least one divorce case...

Gone were the times of the past where people stick to the person they have chosen to spend the rest of their lives with through thick or thin...

Everyone wants an easy way out...

Conclusion, pick wisely... no one likes a divorce...

Too much paperwork and psychology effect to the kids who have to face it.

Plus, it's troublesome and costly...

And don't be creative and find other ways to get a divorce...

It doesn't make you less of a jerk if you cheated...

Jinxed??? By me...

2010-08-28T19:11:00.002+08:00

The most coincidental just happen just now.

I was for being a good student and listening to a lecture I missed through the e-learning site and the lecturer was just saying, "I hope we don't have to evacuate the building" as the background sound there was some alarm sound. And she said, "she hates having to evacuate the building in the middle of a lecture.

And of all things to happen, the fire alarm rang at my end.

"Emergency, Evacuate now!!! Emergency, Evacuate now!!!" =.=

Don't know whether to laugh or curse... lol...

That's all Women want...

2010-08-23T21:47:00.004+08:00

Plain looking husband

normal simple ring

small wedding party

honeymoon at any place

small house for the kids to run around

lovely children

husband is a family man

but work hard

small car for shopping

another car for kids

some collections

shoes for each occasion

some nice outfits

a bit of cosmetics

a bit of makeup

overseas trip once a year

more often on domestic trips

dinners

Presents occasionally

a bit of Gift to myself

finally, some securities.

That's it... WOMEN ARE NOT DEMANDING AT ALL!!! ROFL

Who will win? Swaaanies???

2010-08-21T08:54:00.002+08:00

Good Morning,

Today is a sunny day... A day of anticipation, a day of fun and a little bit of heat...

Don't be foolish like me and go out thinking it's summer...

Cause it is not SUMMER!!!

When the wind blows, it's freaking cold!!! Brrr...

And tonight I am going to watch an AFL game of Sydney Swans against Western Bulldogs.

Who do you think will win? We will find out after the game...

Toodles...

2010-07-07T10:47:00.002+08:00

*stretch*

Good day peeps...

I haven't update my blog for a gazillion years already...

I feel bad for my blog...

So many things has happen...

Now I'm back in Malaysia for the holidays...

Back in my home country, enjoying the delicacies here and meeting up with old friends... ^^

Malaysia is sooo hot... I think people can die from heat here... hehe... Maybe not to that extend...

But I do feel that is is rather hot here...

Anyway, I'm happy cause... there are people who say I have become skinnier, taller, fairer and more beautiful... hahahahaha... Not true...

I'm still the same... I think... hehehe...

By the way, anyone watching the FIFA World Cup?

I know my family is in the heat of it...

So, who will win tonight?

Spain? Germany?

I'm a supporter of Germany...

Don't care what Mr Paul, the octopus says...

Germany will win... hehehe...

What could have been done if only people weren't selfish

2010-06-03T22:35:00.002+08:00

Earlier I have read a note by Akina Teo, and it just made me sad...

It's cause a life could have been safe if the 2 BHP kiosk attendants would have had the guts to give the fire extinguisher to the man who was trying to help.

Read the note here:

FUCK BHP!!!!! FUCK BHP!!! why? let me tell you!!

this morning approx 3.20am, at Cheras Tmn Pertama roundabout,

saw a freak accident, involving a Vios, Myvi and a Lorry.

im one the first badge who arrive, mean it just happen maybe seconds ago.

Vios believe to be turtle and badly damaged. When im passing by the vios, rear passenger started to pull out the front driver and front passenger.

then when i pass the Myvi, the car was totally sardine. Heard one girl was yelling cos piined inside. I stop my car then run towards the myvi to offer a hand while calling 999 emergency line to request for ambulance and bomba.

then saw fire spark at the engine bay of myvi. while still on the phone with emergency line to provide more details, i run back to my car and drive to BHP station which is just less than 500m away from the scene.

then i request for the fire extingusher from the attendant which is kept inside. There was 4 extingusher on the ground. But the attendant refuse to pass to me.

the BHP attendant claimed dat the door cant be open.

then i shout at him, i need it! i want it! someone is pinned inside the car and its started to burn!

then the BHP attendant keep repeating he kenot borrow and open the door.

then i was like WTF! if ur kiosk is burning can u come out? then he replied yes.

then he still say he kenot open the door. Then he say his boss wont allowed to borrow. WTF!!!

then i started to amuk kicking the kiosk and punching the glass of the kiosk.

i even throw my IC to him say that if im dun return u report police.

i saw i borrow.. if i use it i will pay for it. then he keep on just smile at me.

then he ask another partner to come out. Then i start shouting and yelling at them with bad words saying dat if the girl dies you two are the murderer.

then the 2nd BHP attendant shout back at me.

i demand for their names, i told them i would complain bout them,

then the 2nd attendant copy down my number plate and said that all my acts been recorded on CCTV and he gonna report to police tumoro. I challenged him.

then i drove off back to the scene.. the car was totally burning and the poor girl was burn alive inside.

then i spoke to the Bomba and PDRM how many casualties was inside. they told me one girl.

Then i spoke to PDRM about the incident happen in BHP.. then the policemen also scold with anger WTF with them.. if i could get the fire extingushier.. the girl might be saved.

then the Policemen ask me to go police station to report a cover about the BHP, and he assured me that the stupid BHP wont get to report on me.

Personally i would like to ask, how much does 4 fire extingusher cost? isit more expensive than a life?

would like to ask the BHP petrol station's boss! u cant afford to lose 4 fire extingusher then u better closed down your station!!!! Fuck you boss!!!!

and this is to BHP MALAYSIA!! seens your procedure to keep all safety gadget inside the kiosk... if anything happen during refueling... is your attendant gonna open the door to help? seens he claimed that the door cant be open after hours??

FUCK YOU BHP!!! FUCK YOU!!!

i personally from now on will boycott BHP... i dont know how about you all!!!

gonna give BHP HQ a call tumoro... see what the fuck will they say about this kind of safety measurement they have!!!!!

for the two BHP attendant!!! you are the murderer!!!!!

I do not know whether to say that the BHP attendants are the murderers or not, but indirectly they have let a woman die.

From what I have read, from several online papers. She was screaming for help as she was burnt and yet no one can save her.

May she rest in peace. :(

Donate blood

2010-05-24T13:01:00.002+08:00

Hihi,

I'm supposed to go and donate blood today... at 1420...

But unfortunately for me, I couldn't find the place and when I found the place, they were already closing... and going back...

So, I was told to come back tomorrow... ^^

Donating blood is a good thing... It is my second time donating blood...

Now time to go back to my report...

Sisters of Pearl

2010-05-23T21:31:00.004+08:00

Have you watched the latest TVB drama, Sisters of Pearl?

Seriously, just from the first episode, I feel like it's going to be an interesting one...

Just cause I like the drama of it...

It's all about scheming and plotting and scariness... which I know sometimes happens in the real world... but to not such extreme...

Which makes the show interesting... and well, the actress and actors are veterans... Me likey...

Watch it... really good... ^^

Shopping/KTV

2010-05-01T23:44:00.003+08:00

Wow, it's already May...

Another 2 more months and then I am going home...

Today has been an eventful day for me, or should I say yesterday... seeing that it is already 0145 now...

Woke up at 0900, slept back till 1000 and then got ready as I was going to Sydney...

Met up with Ken, Yoon n Barry there... chatted there awhile with Yusan and Shintaro as Barry went up n down changing jackets... lol-ness

Then off we went to Sydney, went to look for Ugg boots... Gotten my Ugg boots for AUD$99 (crazy)... let's just hope it last me a long long long time... cause I have no intentions of getting another pair anytime soon...

And then looked for a Malaysia flag to decorate the booth for I-feast...

Couldn't find the right size... Choices I had was super huge or super small... no in between... Sad...

Then watched Barry, Ken and Yoon have a haircut as I was foreign n had to paid extra...

RACIST!!! Never going back to the KOREAN shop for a haircut... RACIST!!!

And then went KTV at a place which didn't have much nice songs...

Then dinner at Korean restaurant... Good food...

And then Korean KTV... That was good...

Then go home...

Night night...

Racism...

2010-04-03T10:00:00.002+08:00

Hi peeps...

I was just watching this video from Audrey's blog, a.k.a. fourfeetnine and it made me think about what Malaysia is about...

I would have to say I miss Malaysia, the place I grew up in the place where I am from, the food... the Manglish...

Having people around where anything you say can be understood cause they speak the same language as you...

Having people who eat the same food as you where you can discuss about where has nice food and so on...

Being in a country where food is never a problem... cause we have so many choices of cuisines to have...

Or perhaps... sales... we have sales like almost every holidays due to the races in our country...

Letting us have many public holidays as well experience the other cultures in our country...

But... being in another country now... I still can't say I'm a Malaysian withough saying I'm chinese as well...

I guess it's normal for us to say we are Malaysian Chinese, but not Malaysian cause that would mean we are the Muslims to us...

So, we have to add in the Chinese there...

A friend of mine once asked... what's does your passport says...

And my response would be Malaysia...

And he would say, then you are a Malaysian...

Adding a Chinese there makes people think you are from China...

Though of course, my ancestors are from China...

But... being born and raised in Malaysia, I have definitely have the right to say I'm Malaysian...

And the video above, just prove how racist our country-mate can be...

We live in the same country, born and brought up among the same culture which is diverse at the same time that makes us what we are... unique...

Why can't we be the same as everyone else?

Why must we be categorised as something different, of a different ethnic and race...

Why can't we be one race? Which is Malaysian... Why not?

Dratted Alarm

2010-04-01T10:13:00.002+08:00

Guess what...
The least expected thing happened in uni today...

The first place I expect to hear a fire alarm is in I-House...
But... for this session, touch wood... there hasn't been any fire alarm...
And that is an achievement... Somehow, I'm happy as well...
Cause this shows one of two things... which is the student leaders this session has manage to warn the residents well enough... and another is that they are afraid of the fine of $550... which is a big sum of money...
The reason I'm happy is well... Cause... I was in the o-team... one of the people to warn the residents... hehehe...

Anyway, back to the main story which is I bought lunch... and was luckily for me, found a place to sit and the wretched fire alarm rang... DAMN!!!

Of all places... why after I have bought lunch and have settled down...
So, that's all I have to rant about...
Gotta go back to my homework...

The very last day of uni before the Easter break... can't wait for this day to end... *cross fingers*

See ya...

Thank you...

2010-03-30T08:36:00.003+08:00

Hi peeps,

As some of you might know...
I only post when I'm feeling sentimental, or happy beyond words... or just plain random...

Today, I'm feeling sentimental from my Ipod...
I realized... after half a year, or to be precise, 8 months here... in Wollongong...
I can say that I am at home...
I feel comfortable over here... I know the people here...
And best of all, I have a country-mate here... Vee Vien...
It feels very good to have a person who is from the same country as you...

She understands what I'm trying to say in our own slang... haha...

And I sometimes just don't understand her... Cause she's awesome in her own way...

And I'm not as awesome as her... lol... She's the most bubbly, friendly, and random person I have ever met...

I tried my best to make her feel welcomed here as Shintaro said... "your country-mate ma..." lol...

Nowadays... I'm just sooo bz...

Monday and Tuesdays are lecture days... Wed and Thurs are BZ days... tuts, workshops, comp labs... Fri is free day... only one tut... And all this are just uni...

In I-House, which I have grow to love...

Monday night is Dance and Japanese class...

Tues night is, Tuesday Topical... which I really should attend... and homework night...

Wed is do homework nite...

Thurs is Thursday Global Vision which I should attend as well... and homework night...

Friday night is Tea Party... and relax....

bzbzbzbbbbb... Sooo bz...

Can't wait for next week...

Easter holiday...

Got my first Choc bunny from sweet sweet Patrick...

whom I accidently sorta screamed at through the phone... which I felt so bad after that when I saw how sweet he was... I mean... he drove all the way to give me a Lindt Choc Bunny which he really need not do that and I treated him like that... :(

But... nothing I can do... so, oh well...

This morning, I was listening to a Simple Plan song...

And... I remembered my dear brother...

Miss him sooo much...

Miss his out of tune Simple Plan singing in his room shouting at the top of his voice... singing Perfect...

Miss his fights with me...

I do miss him... He is after all, like my Dad says... my one and only Brother...

I miss my family... Miss my Mom...

Who is always there for me... when I need her...

Always trying her best to help me... and me not showing much appreciation to her efforts...

And my Dad who is always checking if I am ok...

Goodness gracious, I'm getting teary... lol...

And of course, miss my dear Grandmother too...

Miss her cooking, miss her personality who is special in her own way... ^^

And before I end this oh so long post,

I would like to thank the people above... for making me feel at home...

Plus... James and my friends in I-House,

Whom I know I can count on...

And of course they can count on me as well...

I'll always try my best to be there... though I can be unreliable... hehehe...

Anyway, Thank you very much... ^^

Old? Look in the mirror...

2010-03-16T12:34:00.002+08:00

Hi,

I'm wondering now... How do people in general, look at themselves...
We grow old for a reason...
Should we grow old gracefully? or should we strive to look as young as we possibly can and shock people with how old we really are...
Is the essence of immortality that important to us?
Or the experiences that we have gained from the life we have went through...
Or perhaps, look at the mirror in the morning with the truth facing at us and yet trying to live through the day with a lie...

I agree, people especially women likes to be beautiful...
I enjoy being pretty and complimented by people...
But...

Is that natural beauty? or just artificial ones which will be removed when you get home and sleep...
or perhaps, not even removed when you sleep... like The Nanny... hehehe...

Oh well, you tell me... ^^

Updatez

2010-03-06T06:52:00.002+08:00

Good Morning everybody...

How have life been???
My life has been not too bad...
My classes have started... And all the subs look hard...
I don't understand the lectures... Sobz...
But you know what, I'll do it... Muahahahaha...

Ok, I'm hungry... Breakkie is in 5 minutes...
See ya... ^^

It's coming and I'm not going...

2010-02-12T20:10:00.002+08:00

Hi peeps,

How are you people? Fine? Excited?

I mean how often do you get Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day on the SAME day... lol...

It's like some kind of test for the couples, saying... Is family more important? or your gf/bf? Or... maybe it's time to bring the bf/gf back home to meet the family... hehehe

For singles, families are of course the most important...

Sides... It's also a good thing to be able to have another occasion to look forward to instead of seeing couples up and down the malls... when you are all alone... especially when all your friends are already busy with theirs and you don't have one... lol...

Nevertheless, I'm here... so, anyone want to party? I'm free... lol...~right~

Anyway, Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day is coming,

I'm celebrating neither... SADLY!!! =(

It's like the English not celebrating Christmas, Malays not celebrating Hari Raya, Indians not celebrating Deepavali... and the list goes on and on... You get what I mean...

I want to eat this...

Updatez

2010-02-03T16:57:00.004+08:00

Hi peeps...

How are all of you? Happy? Sad? Depressed? Excited? Hyper?
Well, I'm fine... lol... The normal me... ^^

Let's see... past few days have been cool...
On the 26th of January, it was Australia day... Aye Aye Aye... hehehe...
It was fun... I went out with some friends whom I have gotten to know this Summer...
We went out at 6 p.m. as Patrick needed to work...
Had dinner at a shop facing the bridge... the food was good...
But... sadly, I didn't take any photos... :(
Then we walked to Cold Rock as some of my other friends wanted ice-cream...
My other friends would be Mayuko, Sugar, Rob, Nick...
Yea, there were 6 of us... And then we went to watch the fireworks...
It was 20 minutes long... And really beautiful...
Sadly, my phone camera pictures really aren't nice at all... So, not posting any up... :(

Then, on the 29th of January till the 31st of January, I was in Sydney... ^^
My Dad came down to visit me and treat me to what I do best on CNY... EAT!!!
This is cause as most of you might know, I won't be back in Malaysia for CNY... Sobz...
I know... you all miss me and I miss all of you too...
Plus... the food I will be missing... Sigh... It hurts my dear fragile heart... lol...
The Yee Sang... The CNY delicacies... Sigh...
Anyway, so... at Sydney I ate till my heart's content...
Had Dim Sum for lunch on Friday afternoon, then dinner was Buffet at Star City...
Following day, Taiwanese Gourmet at Mother Chu's on Chinatown... The food was BAD!!!
I mean, I didn't like it... hehehe
Then lunch at Fish Market... Had half lobster, 6 oysters, 6 King prawns, some smoked salmon...
Dinner had Ramen at the ramen store in front of Kinokuniya... wonderful...
Pleasantly stuffed up... ^^
Had lotsa prawns during those few days... as the buffet... we had lotsa prawns... n then more prawns in Fish Market...
We had quite a lot of dumplings as well... hehehe...
And the egg tart at the Yum Cha store in Fish Market is excellent...

So, now... I'm just waiting for the pictures to come... from Malaysia... as my Dad took his camera back... :(
And all the pictures are there... He said he will give me the camera when he comes back though... Yay... ^^

Till the pictures come...

Adiouz

Love...

2010-01-21T21:15:00.002+08:00

Do you believe in love?
As a child, each child have their own version of what love would be like...
I have had my version... of a fairytale love story...
As the song says...
"...I dreamed that love would never die...Then I was young and unafraid..."

And there's always that painful times in love...
when there's a guy... who is so good and makes you fall head over heels for him...
and then leaves you...
And then you will wish of
"...And still I dream he'll come to me, That we will live the years together..."
But as we know life... that doesn't happen...
Life isn't a fairytale... It is life... full of ups and downs... like a rollercoaster...

Don't you agree?

2010-01-21T21:02:00.002+08:00

I think this video is cool...

It made me recall the times in primary school when we were kids all innocent and do not look at people by their colour of their skin....

Enjoy... ^^

The humour

2010-01-13T19:08:00.002+08:00

I was watching a video on Malaysia-Today just now...

And I find it funny on how the Muslims of 60% population can be confused by 9% of Christians or so as stated in the video... Apparently, 60% of Muslims do not know what their religion is about, where their base faith in their own religion is so shaky that they can be easily pushed to Christianity? lol...

Isn't it enough that the other 40% of Malaysians who aren't Muslims have to tolerate with having road blocks during the Puasa period, having the Muslims always being prioritized in everything from studies to anything that benefits... What happen to fairness... Democratic my foot... And then the fact that they have a uni just for Malays and to open the uni for other races caused such a commotion... And then people who has become a Muslim can't revert back to their own religion... The Muslims make their religion scary... I mean... why can't people choose what they want to believe in... Why must they be forced... No sense at all... Never heard of forcing never bring happiness???

I'm not criticizing Muslims in general... I have many friends who are Muslims and they are great people... It's just the handful of them that can be brainless enough to think that burning churches will get their message through or carrying a cow's head to the minister's house a good move... Give me a break man... one after another? you guys make me laugh till my wits end... I wonder what next? Since you all have gotten the Indians and Christians. Buddhist next? Sigh...

What's becoming of my dear beloved country which I have grown up peacefully in?

The way I enjoyed my day...

2010-01-05T11:27:00.002+08:00

Good day people,

I have a wonderful day today... Not that everything is perfectly perfect, but I just feel happy...
And I think it's all thanks to my determination to sleep early last night... ^^
Something that I have learn to do from my trip to Melbourne...

As weird as it sound, I came back from Melbourne inspired to change and to be a better person...
But, once back at this place I call home for the time being, I was back to my oldself...
And I thought, how is it that this place can drain all of the inspiration I got from being a good person...
Here I was, sleeping late, watching dramas non-stop, sleeping till I don't want to wake up...
I'm not sure, but I think determination can make me overcome all that... and planning as well...

It's time for me, the ex-assistant head of discipline in high school who was never disciplined to be a discipline person and to follow my flexible timetable in my head... hehehe...

Anyway, I just feel good... I think it's because of the sleep where I slept earlier than usual...
woke up before the alarm went off... ^^
and then had breakfast, wash up and tried on my new liquid eyeliner... I think I look not bad... hahaha...

Anyway, cheers and have a good day...

Boxing Day

2010-01-01T20:32:00.004+08:00

I can never for my life understand how people can cramp in a building with many other people,

grabbing clothes or anything cheap and line up a freaking long queue to get the stuff...

Or even lining up a freaking long queue to try the clothes...

I was there that day... Boxing day at a mall...

it was horrifying...

It made me feel nauseous...

Suddenly, my tummy didn't agree with me... suddenly, my head started to sway and I was so darn sleepy...

It was like having sea sick or car sick or any other sickness...

It was terrible for me as I am a girl and this is what girl's or what most girl's do...

See sale, rush to the sale, fight with people for the item that you want and triumph over that victory... =.=

I think the time spend there, I can spend it on so many other stuff...

Like, watching drama or maybe just relaxing with a good book, rather than going in that building squeezing with people and looking at the mess people have created...

Oh well, a very good experience though...

DON'T go out on Boxing Day... ^^

Happy New Year

2010-01-01T20:19:00.005+08:00

Happy New Year ,

I was at a relative's house in Melbourne during this festive season...

Watched the amazing fireworks at Sydney Harbor Bridge with my relatives on television...

Very amazing...

Later that day, I was on my way back to Wollongong...

It's funny that when I went to Melbourne, I was a spirit-less, motivation-less, and hope-less person.

I went there not expecting anything...

But the moment I touched down, I met my dear cousin...

And things changed from there...

I felt the same when I first came to Australia 6 months ago... the feeling of not knowing what to expect and so on came to me... I was happy...

And now, I'm back in Wollongong... All I can say is I missed the place...

Even though Melbourne was my love at first sight,

I have also grown fond to this place I call home at the moment, Wollongong...

Anyway, for the new year,

My resolution is...

study hard
study smart
rest well
eat well
try to not be lazy
find a meaning in life
watch my big mouth
make more friends...

And that's all for now...

Hope I succeed... ^^

Last year has been an eventful year of a roller-coaster ride...

Hopefully this year will be a more peaceful one...

Happy New Year...

Christmas Day

2009-12-25T20:56:00.006+08:00

I have noticed... Christmas is the fun of the kids receiving lots of presents from the adults, or loved ones...

In Malaysia would be the Chinese New Year for me, where there's this big dinner... big house cleaning, and big whatever that's to be done before Chinese New Year as it is the belief of Chinese that everything or almost everything must be new and clean to welcome the coming of the new year...

Over here, in Australia... a foreign place for me... is the celebration of Christmas...

People will go all out buying gifts... wrapping gifts...

Shops will have sale for days before the big day a.k.a. Christmas Day...

The city will be crowded with people...

But in my opinion, the people that benefits the most are the kids showing off their happiness to the people that bought them their gifts... And what the people who give experience is the happiness shown on the faces of the kids... And that sometimes is more than enough...

I on the other hand, can't express such feelings... Only to people I am really close too... Oh, wait... Maybe I can't too... Not too sure...

I feel a bit fake too sometimes... I can be really happy, but... all I show on my face is just a satisfaction... ^^ or if I'm really down... all I show is a stoned face... day-dreaming into space...

It's just hard to express myself... Not my cup of tea... Uhhuh... Don't know what to say sometimes...

But oh well, it's me I guess... Don't blame me... Please... Thank you... ^^

Merry Christmas...

Nightmare...

2009-12-25T08:20:00.005+08:00

Merry Christmas everybody from Melbourne...

I'm currently in Melbourne now...
I was at Wollongong yesterday... and had to rush here to Melbourne due to my procrastination and my sudden passion for Kebab... lol...

Anyway, The trip here was a nightmare...
As I lost one hour of leisure... supposed to leave at 1339, but ended up leaving at 1442...
The whole time I was practically staring at my watch as I was afraid I will miss my flight...
As the flight was at 1715... and I was suppose to be there at least half an hour before the flight leaves... which is at 1645... Plus... it takes two hours to get from Wollongong to Sydney... =.="""

So... I just had to rush... running from train to train... which is sort of a changing train at the central... which was a miracle that I made it to the next train... as after I went into the train, the train door closed... Woo hoo... lol...

A nightmare it is...

Some pictures now...

Irony

2009-12-23T19:19:00.002+08:00

Imagine this, one fine day... you are chit chatting with a friend and told the person...
about rumors about that person to find out about the truth...
and realised, the rumor about that person was spread by the very same person...
And you ask why? Only to find out, the person loves rumors... and creating rumors seems to be a hobby... Do you think such a person exist? I don't know... but... I know is that it's a bit of an irony to tell a person something only to find out that person is the creator of that something...

Or, like the dramas... the lady or the guy shows they detest and hate and their declaration that if they were to be a dog or a horse, they would never marry the other person...
And yet, a twist of irony brings them together... then what happen to their declaration of hate?
Gone with the wind?

Ladies I understand, they always say one thing, do another thing... ok. maybe not generally...
But I know I do... lol... for the sake of ego... =.="""
Lame excuse... Sometimes, I just tell myself "what's there to lose?" and try harder...
and in the end I always lose more than I expected... haha... like gambling...

The irony... "I do not practice what I preach..." ^^

The Nightmare...

2009-12-18T16:23:00.002+08:00

Nightmare is starting...

when...

I have to cook my own dinner and all my own meals from tomorrow onwards till...

Christmas eve... where I will disappear from New South Wales awhile... and then...

Next year, my nightmare continues with new ways to beat me... from my dream...

I will Graduate... Muahahahaha....

Anyway... any recipes anyone want to share? ^^

2009-12-16T16:00:00.002+08:00

Having a mixture of feelings now...

I'm confused... very confused...

Maybe I don't know what I want... Maybe I just don't want to make the decisions I'm supposed to make...

Anyway... my friend from HK, Jason's graduation today...

went to see him and took a few pictures with him... ^^

Made me think, one day... it will be me... Hopefully it will be in one and a half years time...

I hope so... or am I just daydreaming???

Can that happen??? 3 years of uni, and a few hours of glamour...

And then just now went to a friend whom I have not spoken to in about 3 years... due to some misunderstanding...

She's not going through a good patch in life...

I don't know what to say...

She's a very princess treated girl... and now... she's down in the dumps... due to some reasons...

But, she's lucky to have a good friend by her side through rain or shine...

That's all for now...

Adiouz...

Waiting for the Bus

2009-12-13T11:00:00.000+08:00

While waiting for the bus... on a gloomy day...

Update

2009-12-04T06:53:00.002+08:00

Wow, I haven't been blogging and yet... no one has been asking me to blog... lol...
Sobz... no one reads my blog...

hahaha...
Anyway, I'm having y holidays... Like some of you people out there would have guessed...
I'm looking for a job... Went for an interview yesterday...
Hope I get it... *cross fingers*

Went down Sydney last Monday, it was fun... ^^
I like Aquariums...

Perfect Vintage Christmas

2009-11-16T14:06:00.009+08:00

A perfect Vintage Christmas will have to include a Vintage Christmas tree.

surrounded by cute little decorations

surrounded with Vintage music from

Frank Sinatra

Nat King Cole

Judy Garland

And that would make the Perfect Vintage Christmas for me...

2009-11-16T13:58:00.000+08:00

In the mood of Christmas, I have changed my layout...
Like it? I like it... ^^

Sunrise...

2009-11-09T12:52:00.003+08:00

One morning after a night of not sleeping, Sawak randomly asked if I would like to see the Sunrise...
I randomly agreed as I have never seen the sunrise and I needed a refreshing walk...
Below are some of the photos I have gotten with my phone...

After viewing the amazing sunrise, I was dead tired...
Was half asleep on the way back and dead upon reaching the bed...

That's all for today... ^^

6th of November Part 2

2009-11-06T17:25:00.002+08:00

This morning, there was a blackout apparently...
I was asleep... Didn't realize it...
In Australia, the weather is cooling... whether there's a blackout or not... I would never know as here is not like Malaysia where the moment the fan is turned off, you start sweating like a pig... though I have never seen a pig sweat before... Have you??? o.0

Woke up at 12 as I slept late last night... "Studying"... ^^
Had small round pizza for lunch and then went to Uni...
Accompanied James have his lunch, had a bottle of really good Ginger Beer...
And then went to library... All was well till we entered the library, it was CROWDED!!!
and the book I want to borrow was no where to be seen... Sobz...

So, we came back to I-House...
And went to one of the kitchens to "study"...
But because the e-yearbook was out, I was viewing and laughing at the contents of it... hehe...
And then "studied" a lil...
And off to dinner... Dinner was oily... As Barry says, today is Fat Day...
Every Friday, we have junk for dinner...
So, I had Chicken Schnitzel for dinner and wedges... It was good at first till it became too much...
Couldn't finish it, and my mouth taste weird... Maybe I should go and get a Coke???

Should I?
Anyway... Then I half studied half sleep from the full-ness on the kitchen table... haha...
No idea why I was so tired... Must be the Chicken Schnitzel... lol...
Anyway, that's all for today... ^^

Have a nice day...

6th of November

2009-11-05T22:03:00.002+08:00

Let's see... What happen today...

I had breakfast, which was cereal and hot chocolate cause well... Didn't feel like having it with cold milk...
Then lunch... some horrible pie, cause it was a really rainy day... Thank goodness, no more burgers... But the pie was horrible... Didn't eat it, had shapes for snacks though...

Was studying with James in me room... Or should I say, tried to study... hehehe...
Ended up chatting half the time and discussing about all sort of things from under the sky... lol...
What a good friend... Had a great time...

Then dinner, and then "study" again...
Later, was the Tea Party...
Had a great chat with Sawak, Steph, Ricardo, Emi, Caitlan, James and Lili...

Oh right, received a Christmas cookie from Caitlan hand made by herself... I'm sure it's going to be nice...
Haven't tried it yet... Will try it tomorrow perhaps...

Going to "study" now... ^^

4th of November

2009-11-04T17:37:00.003+08:00

Hmmm... Alarm clocks don't really work for me...
My alarm rings at 0730 every morning on weekdays but I don't wake up at 0730...
What time I wake up is a mystery... huhuhu... lol...

This morn, woke up before the alarm rang... slept back, woke up to off the alarm, then slept back...
Next thing I know, it was 1020... Skipped breakfast and woke up at *jeng jeng jeng* 11 plus...
Then went to collect a parcel from home... Yay, got new bag and clothes... And some curry chicken rempah... Yippee...

Went to look for James to disturb, caused I needed to get my mind of some stuff...
Then walked to City Mall for brunch... Cause lunch at I-House sucks... Burger everyday??? I can die... If McD everyday, I don't mind... but I-House burger? No, Thank You...

And at City Mall, I couldn't resist entering a shop... And saw something that I feel is suitable for my friend's birthday... Hopefully he likes it... ^^ Spent some time thinking about what to get for quite long already... Glad it's finally over... haha...

Anyway... then came back... wrapped it up with whatever resources I have which is A4 paper, stapler and blue tack... I am a terrible wrapper... Case closed... lol...

And now, I'm here blogging...

Let me show u some pics...

Now you have seen my room...

The end... >.<

Birthday

2009-10-29T15:41:00.003+08:00

Today, as most of you who have my Facebook would already know...
It is my BIRTHDAY!!!
And I make it an obligation to post a post on my blog on my Birthday each year...
It helps me when I look back at my blog like I did today... ^^

I would like to thank everybody who wished me today...
Really grateful...
To a lot of people I am a lot of things...
I can be a kid, senior, young lady, girl, friend, and the list goes on and on...
Happy that my friends took the effort to wish me, even those which I haven't spoken to for some time... ^^

So far my day is normal, nothing special...
At 12, I heard knocks on my door... Got up from my chair, and saw friends from I-House all singing "Happy Birthday" to me... with a Chocolate Cake... ^^
Special thanks to Mayuko and the others for staying up so late...
I can see they are tired... with assignments and all... But they still turn up...
And yes, I am 19... Why is it so hard to believe... lol...

So, this morning I had tutorial...
Manage to get up thanks to James for knocking the door...
For once, I manage to make it for Breakfast... Yippee...
Then went for class, and then came back... Download drama...
Then instant noodles for lunch...
And then class again...
Then came back, chatted with James awhile...
Then he had to go back to his assignments...
I surfed the net a bit... and then went for dinner...
Nothing special, some Rice and Apricot Chicken... and that's dinner...

In between those, I called my grandmother... Miss her lots...
Especially her cooking...
When I get back, I want to eat Steam Chicken, Pig Stomach Soup, Fried Chicken with Ginger, Mince Pork Ball, Soup, lots of soup, Curry Fish, Assam Fish, Curry Chicken, and so on so on... Making me hungry... lol...

Then I also called my aunty whom I had not spoken to for some time...
Had a nice time speaking to her on my way to uni as I missed the bus... hehehe...

Oh yea, I also received 2 presents from my friends...
A nice Butterfly Jewellery box... and a packet os Egg Pudding Jelly...
Thank You again...

There is still time for more presents if there are any... lol...

That's all for now...

Adiouz...

Life

2009-10-24T14:47:00.002+08:00

Wow, it has been some time since I blogged...
Many things have changed...
I think I may have gain a new experience...

I am CHILDISH and IMMATURE... lol...
I never really thought that... but here... 25 year old people tend to see me so...
or 20 plus...

Nothing to say...
I am what I am... I never thought I was any of those... But who knows... I'm everything...
From mature to immature... funny...

I had my dinner... was starving...
Had a small bowl of cereal for breakfast... and forgot all about lunch till I got back from the beach...

The beach was nice... I enjoy letting the water hit my leg... it feels soothing...
and then my feet got buried till my ankle then Housez decided to pull me out...
Then I realized how stiff my feet were...
Then we played some ball games... tiring...

When I got back... I was starving... and sobz... my Want Want biscuits finish already...
Now I'm left with my choc cookies... huhuhu...

And I don't really understand people... I arrived first, sat at a place... and then some friends sat elsewhere... and they ask me why I don't join them... =.=

Why don't you join me??? I don't want to move... I came first...
Never understood that logic...

Yish...

The Great Misadventure...

2009-10-09T17:40:00.002+08:00

Today, was meant to be a boring day...
I woke up at 0915 to go for a class which starts at 0930...
Reached about 0950... and then class ended before 11...

Came back, surf the net... See some interesting trailers... Got interested in some movies...
Then I heard James' voice... He peeped in and I invited him in to have his lunch...
He had his lunch, we chatted awhile... and then I showed him some pictures of food... hehehe...

Then we went play pool...
Seeing how bad my skills were, we had a good laugh at my lame-ness...
The sun came out... and we decided to go to the beach...

Upon reaching the beach, it began to drizzle...
And then it became heavier as we were about to go back...
I was in a pair of khaki shorts and slippers which were slippery...
Then we saw a bus coming, and thought hmmm... Let's go on our misadventure...

The bus was going to Dapto...
We got onto the bus, I was cashless, and James had only a $100 note... No small change...
And the bus driver has not enough change for us, but he was kind enough to give us a lift to Woolworths for us to get change...
We got to Woolies and change the money and then set off to Dapto...
It was my first time there, an interesting place indeed...
Shopping mall not very big...
Saw lotsa stuff... from Christmas stuff to DVDs and CDs... and so on...

Then we thought, should we go back or look for food... it was only 5 something at that time...
We thought... Let's just walk around first then decide what to eat...
Walk indeed we did... Everytime the wind blow, I shivered... My hands gotten a little numb...
And later on, as we couldn't decide what to eat, we decided to return to Wollongong and maybe get dinner there...

We reached the station and was glad to be in warmness again...
But the next train to Wollongong was at 1835...
And the sun seemed to be out... So we decided to wait for the train, where we hang around outside under the sun to get some warmness till it began to drizzle again...
I gotten a cramp at my feet from the coldness...

At 1835, I was glad to see the train...
The train was warm...
When we reached Wollongong City, it was freezing cold all over...
We walked around thinking what should we eat... And we weren't that hungry...
So, I thought why not something not too heavy and we proceeded to the Kebab store...
Had delicious kebab... and then came back on Taxi...

The End...

Snorez... Tired...

October

2009-10-02T07:29:00.001+08:00

October is here...
One more month to Finals...
Another 27 more days to another year...

Welcome October, my favorite month... =)

2009-09-30T12:01:00.001+08:00

What I'm trying to say is that people make mistakes...
I make mistakes... Some mistakes can't be mend, and I'm really sorry...

Sorry... =(

2009-09-25T10:01:00.001+08:00

What shall I say to update my blog...

Ever played with fire?
Nice to play, nice to see... once burn normally people don't repeat...

I'm different... after being burnt countless times, I still play with fire...
Interesting?

I talk in loops and things I say normally have different meanings behind it...

It's just me...

09/09/09

2009-09-11T09:36:00.002+08:00

Today is already the 11/09/09...

On the 09/09/09, I woke up not in a good state...
Can I say thank god it's over? or should I say it shouldn't have happened?
I have no idea... But it's the end to that small chapter...

Time to move on...
My Ipod arriving today... or so I think... Yay!!!
And tonight is going to be awesome, or so I hope...

The fragile thing called life...

2009-09-05T18:31:00.003+08:00

I have read and heard of how fragile life is, from friends and relatives...
When a close friend have left us, and proceed to another world, it is indeed a sad thing...

This is especially when you are the one who felt the lost...
I wouldn't say a friend of mine has left... But more like a person I know...
I know him through his wonderful food, which I miss every single day I'm here in Australia...
I know him through his wonderful wife who is ever friendly making their restaurant a wonderful place to be...

Now, he's gone... What is going to become of the restaurant? his wife? customers?
One person, can have such an impact on the society... on me...
Life is so fragile...

One moment you are here, the next you are gone...
It's so scary to think that one day, one of your loved ones are going to leave you...
A person whom you've seen everyday, or have seen you in your worse and your best...
The person whom was by your side walking by your side on the journey of life, and the next, you are alone continuing on that lonely road...

I can't even imagine the pain the person left alone will feel...
Cause even trying to imagine it brings tears to my eyes...
Or maybe I'm just soft...

If you have something to say, just say it...
If you have something to do, just do it...
Don't wait till it's too late...
Time waits for no one, and God has His own plans for us...
It will either be you or them who are gone...
So, live life with no regrets each passing day...

Adious...

Hungry Ghost Festival

2009-09-02T14:39:00.004+08:00

To those who do not know, tonight is the Hungry Ghost Festival...
This day is on every 14th night of the seventh lunar month of a year...
This day will be the Ghost Day, and the month, Ghost month...

Superstitious Chinese will not go out much during this month and not go out late especially on this day...

For more info, go to... here...

That's all for now...

Oooo...

September

2009-09-01T21:22:00.002+08:00

I'm not sure if it is suitable for this song to be here...
But this is the song that first come to mind in September...
And it have some memories... I like that song... =)

Anyway, today is suppose to be the 1st day of Spring over in Aussie...
Yippee... warm days to come... Goodbye to the cold... Welcome the heat...

And I need more water... My skin very dry...
Sobz...

That's all for not...
Adious...

MERDEKA!!!

2009-08-30T19:19:00.003+08:00

Hello kawan-kawan sekalian...

Post ini dedidasikan untuk negaraku yang tercinta...

Walaupun saya sekarang di Australia, tetapi
Malaysia tetap adalah tempatku dilahirkan,
tempatku yang telah saya membesar,
tempat yang paling banyak memori yang manis dan pahit...
Tempat yang ku telah berada selama 19 tahun sehingga kini...

Pada hari yang mulia ini, pada tahun 1957, bendera Malayan Union telah diturunkan dan Jalur Gemilang dinaikkan menunjukkan yang Malaysia telah bebas dari jajahan British dan MERDEKA!!! (Sejarah saya tidak begitu bagus, kalau ada mana mana kesilapan tolong membetulkan saya... sekian...)

Malaysia adalah negara yang unik dari banyak segi,
Malaysia, adalah tempat 3 jenis bangsa hidup bersama selama 51 tahun...
Walaupun, sesama sendiri, kita ada konflik... tetapi, toleransi dan perpaduan telah membawa kita bersama...
Sekarang, hanya politik yang membahagikan kita semua...

Walaubagaimanapun, saya tetap orang Malaysia...
Tempat yang penuh makanan yang sedap...
dan tempat kawan kawan saya berada... kawan Melayu, kawan India, dan kawan Cina...

Di sini adalah sebahagian daripada muzik muzik kegemaran saya...
Selamat menonton...

2009-08-27T17:19:00.002+08:00

It has been some time hasn't it, since I last put words in my beloved blog...

Somehow, being in Aussie have made me feel not in the mood to blog... (Don't ask me why...)
And I'm not busy, having fun here... I have 2 test next week and an assignment to be marked tomorrow...

My room is a mess, I need to get water... but am too lazy... I have a printer here... I kinda have fallen in love with it... As I have for my beloved laptop the moment I saw it...

And the food in my room, is tempting me calling, "ALSY, eat me!!! eat me!!!"

I need to control myself... Had only a piece of chicken and a slice of fish for dinner... I'm hoping to be a different person, physically when I go back for CNY!!! hehehe... Hotter??? lol... I wish...

Anyway, that's all for now... Want to finish some stuff...

Adious...

Update

2009-08-18T09:17:00.002+08:00

Hmmm, what to blog about leh...

Let's see, my life is here in Aussie is normal... Nothing much...
Been getting lost in Uni a zillion times already...
Now, in library... Library here can bring bag in wan... very cool...

And the day before yesterday, there was a fire alarm, being set off by someone in i-house for not being with their food, causing it to burn and the smoke set off the alarm...
The fire engine also came... It was quite cool and cold as everyone had to gather outside...
It was a waste that I didn't bring my phone with me, if not can take photo of the beautiful fire engine...
But too bad as well, no leng chai fireman... All also old old wan... huhu...

I guess that's all for now...

Sayonara...

Friday Fill-Ins

2009-08-07T14:26:00.004+08:00

1. When it is hot, is my favorite summertime especially when I'm in a cold place in winter... Brrr.

2. My favorite John Hughes movies is Home Alone 2: Lost In New York_.

3. Something warm is something I love to touch.

4. The full moon is ever so bright.

5. My room is cozy and warm right now.

6. When daylight fades the coldness starts.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to have a good night's rest, tomorrow my plans include onlining and Sunday, I want to do my laundry!

Australia

2009-08-05T20:14:00.003+08:00

Hello,

To those who do not know, I am in Australia now... At Wollongong, New South Wales...
It was a rather last minute thing...
I got my results on Saturday, send the results to Aussie on Monday, got the confirmation on Tuesday, Went renew passport on Tuesday, apply for visa on Wednesday, did Medical Checkup on the same day, and then got my Visa approved on the following day...

Then had lunch with Su Zanne on Thursday, got a hair trim on the same day, and then on Friday, met up with Mei and went to Italianese for lunch... Saturday, went and met up with Tania and Mark at Mid Valley, and then that night, met up with my secondary friends...

That's the summary of what happened before I came to Aussie...
I left for Aussie on Sunday night... before that, Su Zanne gave me a shirt... Currently wearing it now... lol...

So, I got sick from the airplane I had throat itchiness, and then it became cough...
And then today I felt a bit feverish... How la... Is it H1N1? Scary leh...
I don't want to die yet... lol...
Btw, it's also freezing cold here... especially my hands as it isn't covered most of the time....

That's all for now... Till I get better then there will be more details of Australia...
Nitez

Leaving On An Airplane

2009-08-01T23:59:00.002+08:00

All my bags are packed
I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
There's no one to wake up to say goodbye
But the evening's coming
Its nearly night
The taxis waiting
Hes blowing his horn
Already I'm so lonesome
I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
cause I'm leaving on an airplane
will be back when it's CNY
Oh babe, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times Ive played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I'll think of you
Every song I sing, I'll sing for you
When I come back, I'll bring a souvenir

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
cause I'm leavin on an airplane
will be back when it's CNY
Oh babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time
Let me kiss you
Then close your eyes
Ill be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I wont have to leave alone
About the times, I wont have to say

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
cause I'm leavin on an airplane
will be back when it's CNY
Oh babe, I hate to go

But, I'm leaving on an airplane
will be back when it's CNY
Oh babe, I hate to go

Tribute to Yasmin Ahmad

2009-07-26T15:25:00.003+08:00

Have you all read the papers???
Yasmin Ahmad has passed away... One of Malaysia's rarest gems, the person behind the touching Petronas advertisements that we watched during festive seasons...
It is such a lost...

Have you seen her adverts?
This are some of them...

A touching love of the Father to his Daughter...

The beautiful imperfections of a human... A great advert that can make you feel tickled and touched at the same time...

A cute love story of Tan Hong Ming...

Today The Star front page, was talking bout those abandoned old people in the hospitals...
Parents who have taken care of them from their birth till the time they can take care of ourselves are abandoned...
When they are weaker than they used to be, when their children are supposed to take care of them, their children abandon them cause perhaps, the parents are now a burden...

Remember this advert?

And this?
It brought tears to my eyes...
Parents are not supposed to be forgotten and the late Yasmin Ahmad has managed to come out with advertisements like these to remind us...

My greatest regret now is to not have went to her talk when she came to my college...

May she Rest in Peace

When There Was Me And You

2009-07-23T16:25:00.002+08:00

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
That's coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song

Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Because I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

This song is nice...
I'm somehow feeling it...

Have you get lost before?

2009-07-17T02:30:00.002+08:00

I had a pretty amazing day yesterday...
I do not know how far I have walked, but I'm just happy I got home.

This is what happened to me yesterday...

So, I got off at Raja Chulan Monorail and walked, not knowing which road I was in.
Next thing I know, I saw Bukit Bintang Monorail and noticed I was walking along Jalan Sultan Ismail.
I wanted to get out of that road, so I went to Jalan Bukit Bintang.
Walked and walked then saw Changkat Bukit Bintang and went along it till Lorong

Ceylon

, where I turned in there and walked till I reached Jalan Raja Chulan.
I was happy. So, I walked along Jalan Raja Chulan till I saw Changkat Raja Chulan. I was happier.
So, continued walking and finally saw my friend's office at Menara Aik Hua.
I was satisfied, but I realized I don't know my way back. Zzzz...

So, I walked along Changkat Raja Chulan till I reached Lorong

Ceylon

again and turned out of there and went to Jalan Raja Chulan again, making one circle.
I walked and walked along Jalan Raja Chulan wondering where am I, cars were moving around KL fast and there I was finding my way.
I passed by Muzium Telekom, and noticed I was still in Jalan Raja Chulan.
Then I think I turned into Jalan Tun Perak, walking and walking and then I think I turned into Jalan Pudu, next thing I know I was at the Puduraya Bus Station as I thought that maybe perhaps, there might be a train station there. But I was wrong. Zzz
Walked side to side with the bus, and then crossed the road, continuing my journey home.
I passed by Tung Shin Hospital
Quickly I took the monorail at Jalan Imbi back to KL Central, and then back home after that.

In the train, my leg started to hurt. Cramps, and back of the knee pain when walking.
It even hurts till now. Zzzz... and continued walking and walking and I think I turned into Jalan Imbi and was so glad to see Berjaya Times Square.

If you understand the roads then you would have known how far I walked... Zzzz...
Can Someone please tell me, how many kilometres have I walked???

2009-07-15T19:03:00.001+08:00

OMG!!! I'm so !@#$%^&* tired...

I practically walk the whole of KL!!! Zzzz...
Want to know more, msn me... I'm too tired to type... Zzzz...

Nite nite...
Oh wait, I need to bath...

Adious

2009-07-15T19:03:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! I'm so !@#$%^&* tired...

I practically walk the whole of KL!!! Zzzz...
Want to know more, msn me... I'm too tired to type... Zzzz...

Nite nite...
Oh wait, I need to bath...

Adious

Some memories just can't be erased...

2009-07-13T22:02:00.003+08:00

Today I was driving around, being the chauffeur...
I have to say... if any experienced drivers were sitting next to me, I'm sure to go deaf...
But I manage to get around safely, without a scratch on the car and no one is hurt... Lol...
Thank GOD for that... Anyway... I still prefer to be driven than to drive...

So... today... as I was driving, I listened to the radio...
Nice songs... Till I heard "Demi Negara" and "Sejahtera Malaysia"...
2 of my favourite songs back in Primary school when we were forced to sing every Monday or everyday during the month of August...
As a person who loves to sing... I was one of the weird ones who sing damn bloody loud and semangat-ed last time...
I remember I used to be stared by people thinking "why is this Idiot singing so semangat-ly... Annoying" or that's what their faces stated...

I was surprised that after all this years of not singing that song that I can actually remember the words...
Maybe it has been encrypted in my head since I have been singing it so many times during those years...

Anyway... that's all...
Adious...

2009-07-12T21:33:00.002+08:00

Wow... what a wonderful day...

Went out with a friend whom I have not met in 2 months...
It was wonderful chatting with him and so on...
He is ever as intellectual as usual... and sarcastic... makes the conversation "so much more interesting".

Tomorrow will be another day...
Going to be a driver... Woo hoo... Zzzz...
Sounds boring...
But still... I am a responsible sister and daughter as well as granddaughter...

I hope the weird feeling in my hand will go away...

Olympus PEN E-P1

2009-07-11T16:42:00.002+08:00

I want the Olympus PEN E-P1

It looks old fashion, and cool...
It's small and light... And it's Olympus... I love Olympus cameras...
Had one and it took wonderful pictures... when I was small... till it became outdated...
And then we got a Kodak... And it kinda sucked especially the battery part... Zzzz...

Anyway... Take a look at the features...

12.3 Megapixel Live MOS Sensor
Two new kit lenses (14-42mm M.Zuiko and 17mm F2.8 Pancake)
TruePic V image processor
3.0" LCD screen (fixed, 230k dot resolution)
HD movies (720p) with stereo sound
Linear PCM sound recording
3.0 fps sequential shooting
Built-in IS with max. 4 EV steps efficiency
Optional Adapters for all ZUIKO DIGITAL & OM lenses
Newly developed GUI for easier operation via Live Control
Automatic recognition of common scenes possible with i-Auto
Dual control dials
Face Detection & Shadow Adjustment
Art Filters, multi-aspect ratios, multi exposure
In-camera raw conversion (including application of Art Filters)
Small & stylish design

Don't you just like the sound of it...
I know I do... But... I got no money... hahhaa...
Dreaming of the cam... Zzzz...

For more info, go to http://www.dpreview.com/previews/olympusep1/

Adiouz...

Finally...

2009-07-10T16:46:00.002+08:00

Hi peeps...

I'm currently rotting at home... I see mushrooms, I'm growing mushrooms...

And I desperately need my results, though I don't want to see it... It's scary... Sigh...
Yay... This weekend is going to be nice... Going to meet up with 2 diff friends whom I have not met in a long time...

Can't wait to see them again... Missing them...

That's all for now...
Adious...

Do you believe in fairytale???

2009-07-06T23:17:00.002+08:00

Let's see...
At this current moment, I'm feel a bit philosophical I think...

Do you believe in fairytales???
Cause I know I did... and somehow perhaps still do... somewhere inside...
When I was little, my world was a care-free world... I left my care for my Mum...
I excelled due to my Mum in my primary days... And I am forever grateful to her...
I was the kind of person who is always day-dreaming... I don't know about what...
I can go to school pass up a book and come home saying I lost the book... and get punished... only to realize on the following day that it was passed up...

That's me!!!

I am blur ultra-blur... Still blur... but not so anymore...
I think the wake-up call was in form 3... My PMR result woke me up telling me my world is not the as lucky as I thought it is...
I always thought I was that kind of person who do not need to do anything and things will come to me...
Due to my excellent past results in primary,
So, my pmr results weren't excellent... But it was not too bad...
Somehow, it hit me hard... Real hard... It woke me up a little...

And after that, slowly... I emerged from my deep sleep...
I met bitches, I met bastards, I met jerks, dorks, nut-cases, and made great friends as well...
But somehow, people who meet me first time, normally do not have a good impression of me...
Some may say I am snobbish, lazy, and the list goes on and on...

Now let's go to the guys I met...
I always dreamed of falling in love...
And yadda yadda yadda...
And so far, the guys I met...
Somehow or other... are of all sort...
There are a few who match my personality,
some whom match my taste buds,
some whom meet my expectation of a dream guy,
and some whom would understand what I'm thinking... and so on...

But all are mostly, out of reach, too reachable or let's just say... I'm simply not interested or interested, but NO WAY am I going to chase after a guy... UNLESS he is that worth it...
Like I said, I'm LAZY!!!

So, now, back to my earlier topic, do you believe in fairytale???
I know mine does not freaking exist...
And I don't really give a damn bout it...

Now, as usual, I think of almost every single possibility of anything happening...
I am a pessimist... At the same time, I dream of the future... and think of changing the past...

Almost every person in this world, will wonder what their first-whatever will be like...
Can I say so did I? *winks*

Ice Age 3

2009-07-04T23:23:00.003+08:00

lalala~~~

I watched Ice Age 3 liao...
Not too bad la...
Quite funny though... But it was missing out on something...
I'm not sure what... maybe the oomph... hehe...

Anyway, after that... went walking around Pyramid...
And saw some nice casual dresses which I wished to buy...
But not enough cash... Sobz...
But I bought myself a blue nail polish though... Lol...

Sounds so girly...
It doesn't even sound like me... hahaha...

That's all for today...
Adiouz~~~

EXAMS OVER!!!

2009-07-02T15:31:00.002+08:00

FINALS are OVER!!! Weee...

Now 2 weeks of rotting till I die of heart attack when the results are out...

During this 2 weeks, I have no plans... NO PLANS at all...

Actually not really also la...
have some plans... But... Don't know if ANYBODY is free or not...

I want go Jogoya...
and also makan trip...

Anyway, at the mean time, I am going to watch all the dvds I haven't found the time to watch...
Read manga,

Catch up on my animes

And dramas...

Hmmm... what else leh...
Catch up with dear Lye Wan...

And...
Anyone want to call me can call me anytime...
Cause I'll most probably be rotting at home... hahahaha

Adious...

Ps. If you see me diff, don't be shocked... It's not a wicked witch... or a transformation into one...
It's just a pimple... a fugle pimple...

The passing of the King of POP!!!

2009-06-26T13:51:00.003+08:00

This morn, I woke up and my Mum alerted me with the shocking news...

MICHAEL JACKSON HAS PASSED AWAY!!!

It hasn't exactly hit me at that time, that the legendary King of Pop has passed away...
Till now, seeing the messages on my Facebook... (I know I really should be studying...)

Anyway, this man... he has produced some nice songs...
And although, he is a little weird... As well as has many weird cases of many weird things...
He has after all produced great songs... and will always be remembered for his famous moonwalk...

I dedicate this post to him...

May he rest in peace...

2009-06-18T18:38:00.000+08:00

Study for what...

I spend ONE DAY!!! Killing trees...
Writing things which I don't know what I was writing bout...
I ask you, study for what leh...
Study also fail, don't study also fail...

I know... Commit Suicide only la... Die also ma...
Geramnya!!!

2009-06-17T14:29:00.002+08:00

Gosh, the heat is unbearable...

This few days, my days are spent at the library... Studying... Lol...
YES!!! I STUDY!!! hahaha...
And gosh, somehow my finance subjects put me to sleep...
That's what I have been doing today... DSM and FM... and dozing off in between this morn... hehe...

Then I cannot tahan adi... went downstairs for a drink,
got myself a can of nescafe mocha...
And then on my way to M floor... I think some fellas ash flew into my can cause after that, my drink have a bit of ciggy taste... lol...

Anyway... now, I'm home...
What shall I do... Hmmm...

I have Mr Perfect...

2009-06-05T11:03:00.002+08:00

My brother is great...
He is the opposite of everything I am...
He is the good side, while I am the opposite...

He is disciplined, hardworking and well... somehow he seem like more mature than me...
I, on the other hand is a lazy bum, undiscipline and super childish...
My bro is also a social person whereas I'm the anti-social type...
He go anywhere, he has friends...

Sometimes I feel like I should be the younger one...
He at his age, is much better than me when I was his age...
I'm sure if he had a younger sibling, he would be a great brother...
Unfortunately, he has to be the younger sibling of a sister who is not capable of being an elder sister...

Despite, the constant arguments, name calling and so on...
which I think it's ok for a boy his age...
I mean... he is still a child...

But I find it weird that he can go to bed and not get distracted,
finish his work on time and so on...

When I was his age, I started a legend...
the legend of the sleeping queen as well as lazy bum...

I mean of course it's good that he is not like me...
But I still find myself not suitable to be his elder sister...

Sigh... Why is he unlucky enough to have me have his sister...

The reason why I am QUEEN!!!

2009-05-24T04:12:00.004+08:00

You know what's so special about love???
It's the fact that in 10 seconds a person who has built her life to be a strong woman become an idiot in just a matter of 10 seconds for the one she loves...

That's the woman I wish to be... Queen ALSY!!!

I know love is something unexpected, as well as something that for all we know I will not get...
No one can tell that fact... Neither can I...

Until we can tell that fact, I will be Queen ALSY!!!

A person who is never defeated as I'm the QUEEN!!!

The very drama that made me stay up till 5 am in the morning, the drama that's inspiring me now...
As well as making me shed tears and be happy for no reason...

I know... I have no life... But this show brings entertainment to my life...
A kiss for every time she complains, being taken cared of by the guy she loves, after going through all the hardship and finally meeting that very guy, as well as...

ARGH!!! that mood gone adi... Stupid la the show...
Suddenly make a funny turn... and now it's funny... Gosh...
I so love the show... How I desperately wish somehow somewhat, I can be as strong as her...

I love Lucas... He is sooo sweet... And CUTE!!!

Angels & Demons

2009-05-21T01:30:00.003+08:00

I have watched Angels & Demons... And that was last Saturday...

When I first got heard about the show, first thought that came to my mind was...

But not anime la...

Then the next thing I know, the image from the 2005 movie... Constantine popped up in my head...

But the show, Angels and Demons,

was nothing like my imagination...

It was a great show... To me la...
A mystery show, showing a bit of fictional history as well as a mixture of real...
It was a movie based on a fiction...
So, the history might not be real...
But I really enjoyed seeing how Rome looks like as well as it's history of Christianity...
I am never a fan of History...

But if history was as exciting as the movie, I'm sure I would have ace it...
Oh well, Angels and Demons are a definite must watch movie...

Especially if you have watche the Da Vinci Code... or have read this book, Angel and Demon...

Adious...

3 in 1

2009-05-15T16:00:00.007+08:00

Hi...

I have been 'busy' lately...

So, here's a late post on Mother's Day...
Below are some very interesting Mother's Day videos... hehehe...

The Mother's Prayer
(The babies are so cute)(In my opinion la)

The Mum Song
(This is hilarious... Watch it, and you will know what I mean... hehe)

So, I was thinking and thinking what to get my Mum for Mother's Day...
And I didn't manage to think much... hehe...
It was just a normal dinner at Kinpachi Restaurant where I had to book seats in advance in order to get a table...
As that day is a popular day for families to go out for dinner and normally restaurants are crowded...
So, I treated my Mum and Grandma to Dinner...
Am I filial or not... haha

Moving on,
So... classes were as usual... I had block lecture this week...
Man, was it boring...

The lecturer from Aussie was a dull...
She talk monotonously... and she isn't as interesting as Ms Catherine...
But I can say she tried her best...
And I think she was rather disappointed with us as we were pretty bad in responding to her questions except for some of the scholarship holders... Real smart... Sigh...

And I find my Accouting tutorial a little more interesting now...
There is an eye candy in it... And I find him real nice to look at and to talk to...
Hmmm... I also have another block lecture next week... Hopefully, it would be better than this week's. Haven't check the timetable for that one...
Hopefully, not till as late as 7... or 8... *Gasp* I can't Breath... hehe

And, let me tell you a story about a procrastinator...
She had an assignment, a Law assignment, to be exact...
And stayed up till the wee hours not finishing it...
She procrastinated till the very last minute, half an hour before the assignment was due...
She finally finished it... She got ready to college, had her breakfast and ran to college, 10 minutes before the due time...
Then, she had to print the assignment out...
And after finishing that, she was left with only 3 minutes...

Now, could she make it to the 5th Floor in time???

Well, she is amazing...
The lift was crowded with what we call homosapiens...
And she could not take the lift as it was too full... and turtle slow...

So, she ran up 6 flight of stairs...
And reached the 5th floor at the exact time of the due time...
Now... audience, isn't she amazing??? hahaha...

And before I forgot, yesterday as she was walking to the toilet, she bang onto the toilet door...
hahahaha... I bet she was in a hurry...

That's all for now...
Adious...

Ps. RESTAURANT CITY is FUN!!!

A burden to society...

2009-05-13T02:10:00.002+08:00

It's 0210 and I really should be sleeping now...
But something came across my mind...
At this time, in the middle of the night, I'm feeling depressed...

I feel like a extra luggage...
Somehow or other, I feel as though I'm being used in the sense that when people want me, they will come and look for me... And when I'm no longer needed, I will be thrown aside...
Maybe I'm just thinking too much...

But still... that feeling is there...
And I have yet to feel belonged...
Except for my home, my haven...

Maybe, that's how I treat people that's why I feel the same way...
I don't know...
Sigh...

Hot-ness!!!

2009-05-12T00:07:00.003+08:00

Gosh... The hot days are not over yet...

It is 0011 now... And I have 2 fans on...
What happen to the night winds which are cooling...

Walking to college this days is like walking through an oven...
I'm not surprised if I become unrecognizable one day... Due to the sun burn...

It's that hot...

And I'm not a candle...

Hot + Sleepy

2009-05-07T17:54:00.001+08:00

OMG!!! It's so freaking !@#$%^&* HOT!!!

and... I'm practically melting...
sweating like crazy...

AND I want to sleep... Zzzz...
It's been a week since I last had a good night's rest...
Don't ask why...
Maybe I just wanted to be tired...
I want to sleep...

and it's only 5.55 pm...

Can I skip dinner???

Adious...

Update

2009-05-01T23:40:00.002+08:00

I have a feeling I'm getting carpal tunnel syndrome...
My right hand feels weird...

I think I'm getting it cause of my extremely the messy table...
It hasn't enough place to put my hands... hehehe...

Anyway, I watched X-men today...
And, gosh... the crowd there was huge...
The Labour Day crowd... MASSIVE!!!

Anyway... I'm tired...
That's all for now...

Adious

It's a lie if I say my life sucks...

2009-04-30T18:49:00.002+08:00

My life sucks, I'm lying...
That's because I have a life that some people out there dream to have...

My life isn't that amazing...
But it's good enough... and bad enough... so... it's great to some and bad to some...

Have you ever have the craving for a cigar, or perhaps a cup of alcohol, or perhaps eat ice-cream to your heart's content, or eat as much as possible?

Cause that's how I feel now...

Every morning, I wake up... There isn't any drive to wake up anymore...
No more nothing to look forward to...

My room is a huge mess...
I do not feel like cleaning it up...

In fact, the mess is right behind my laptop...
The thing I glue myself to every bloody single day...

To cut the story short, I'm not happy... Make me...

Hot-ness!!!

2009-04-26T12:50:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD!!!
It's soooo freaking HOT!!!

Rain, Rain... Please Come...
I'm dehydrated... I'm going to become a dried ALSY... Very soon...
And I'm sure if that happens, there would be people depressed... Awww... How touching...

But still... I don't want to be dried...
Please lar... At least Mr Sun, don't come out...

You know what's the meaning of PANAS???
lol...

Adious...

Food...

2009-04-19T16:57:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps,

This is gonna be a photo post...

This is me... hehehe

The coming photos were taken at Zens... Their cake was delicious...

The coming photo was taken at the organic vegetarian shop at SS18...

It's supposed to be fried glass noodles but it looked more like salad to me... And the portion was huge...

The coming photos were taken from an economy western shop at section 17 I think... Don't really remember... It's something like Salmon Steak... But this one is nicer... Especially the Nasi Lemak, cheap and nice...

Chicken Chop

Nasi Lemak yang sedap... hehehe

That's all for today...

Adious

2009-04-16T04:35:00.002+08:00

I'm the world's biggest idiot of the century...
I'm so so so pissed with myself now...

It's 4.36 am now... AM!!!
And I'm not sleeping yet... WHY???

Cause after I finished editing my assignment which I have spent an hour plus to do I decided to close a different file and unknowingly closed my assignment without saving it...

OH MY GOD!!!

Can anyone be so stupid...

I'm so pissed now that I'm at the verge of tears...
Feeling so much pressure now...
STUPID ME!!!

Even David Archuleta's songs can't cool me down...

Plus the weather so hot...

ARGH!!! WHY I DO THIS TO MYSELF!!!

WHY!!! WHY!!! WHY!!!

Gosh...
Please do me a favour, kill me please...
I'm so stupid that I just want to die...

ARGH!!!

2009-04-15T16:29:00.001+08:00

Why this few days, my luck like so bad wan...

Dah lah kena rejected by the stupid place...
Then, my mood some more so sour that I sense that people see me also want to run away...
And then have to wait for god knows what...

Is this a way, where God is testing my patients???
Cause... My patience has reached a very thin line...

Argh!!! People... Please... Do me a favor and don't, please don't test my patience...
I have very little of that...

Sigh...

Cold-ness

2009-04-15T10:04:00.003+08:00

Hey... Guess what...

Taylor's really have really bad aircond system where they try to freeze their students...

The lecture theather feels like a freezer...

It actually freezes you to the point where you can barely move...

Shiverz...

And now, I'm in the computer lab...

And it was as cold... till some angel offed the aircond...

I'm feeling a bit warmer already...

Namo Amitabha...

hahahaha...

Adious...

2009-04-14T19:13:00.002+08:00

Just now as I was sweeping the front yard (yes, I sweep and do house chores... Despite my long nails... ) I saw a kitten sitting cozily at it's place...
It seems so peaceful... As I looked at it, I sort of can imagine it as a cat sitting that way...

Sides that, I saw my neighbor who is in form 1 this year playing kick ball... And she's a girl...

Looking at the kitten and the girl, I wished I was small again...
I wished I didn't had a care in the world where I know everything I do will not go wrong, cause... there's my parents to look out for me...

But the fact is that now, everything I do, every step I take seems to be full of traps... waiting to capture me...
It is to the fact that I don't even know what is right and what is wrong...

Sigh... I wish my dream remains a dream, instead of a dissapointment... Sigh...

2009-04-13T17:55:00.002+08:00

I wanna blog...

Guess what, I have just became pretty addicted to a picture puzzle by the name of Hanjie...
It really is rather interesting... To know that if you were to follow the numbers and shade the boxes, a picture would emerge...

I feel like an artist now...

Happy...

To people looking for a gift for me, a book on Hanjie, Kakuro or sudoku would be really good...
Preferably Hanjie or Kakuro... Me favourites...

Adious

Me Sleeping Style...

2009-04-03T09:18:00.003+08:00

I have a very 'interesting' sleeping style, which I have yet to get to know about...

I can sleep early at night and wake up super early the next day,

or... sleep late and wake up at 9 something 10...

And if I were to sleep early, I will automatically wake up on my own...

No need to be waken up...

cool leh...

Bored...

2009-04-01T08:36:00.003+08:00

I'm hungry... very hungry...
What shall I eat??? Dilemma...

Yay... I'm getting tuna sandwich for breakfast...

ok... I'm bored... I did something naughty... hehehe...

And I have a very pretty girl sitting next to me...

Me feeling honoured...

Argh!!! I have an exam in less than an hour's time... and I'm not ready... Sobz...

How la... Sigh...

Adious

Updatez...

2009-03-26T17:23:00.002+08:00

Yay, I finally finish that damn Law assignment...

To think that I manage to finish it is a miracle...
And of course, I don't expect much of it...
Though, if it comes out much... I definitely will jump for joy... which I doubt will happen...

Now, I can go back to my normal life...
I so need a timetable...
And guess what, I have palm and feet sole itchiness...
Doctor say, some kind of allergy wor...
Don't know lor...

I wanna watch movie...
I wanna watch drama...
I wanna do a lot of things...

I want to watch Shopaholic and Knowing...

I want to watch My Queen and Starlit, Taiwan Dramas

I want to watch Winter Melon, The Greatness of aa Hero, Off Pedder, HK Drama...

Yay, now I can watch...

Byez...

Lecturers

2009-03-12T16:39:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps,

I'm back... I wasn't busy with my work, neither was I busy with my assignments...
I was just having a writer's block...

And now that I'm here... I shall post something...
My classes have start as most of you know...
And then... Let's talk bout the lecturers...

I shall only talk bout the lecturers I like the most and the least...

I like my Law lecturer...
She reminds me of my choir teacher last time...
With huge eyes, great personality as well as a great passion for the subject they were teaching...
I notice the similiarity and like both of them a lot a lot...
I think I'm going to enjoy law...

I also like my Accounting lecturer...
She reminds me of my Accounting lecturer in SAM... Ms Poodle...
There are so much similiarities... And they were both from the work force...
And during class, I can see my lecturer from SAM in her... She reminds me of her that much...
Scary...

That's all...
Adious...

Growing up

2009-03-07T23:35:00.002+08:00

Today, I went to MPH...
With the intention of looking for a book...
A textbook... which costed a bomb... and later on I found out I might have saw the wrong book...

Anyway, that's not my point...
My point is I was going to the most boring section of the store...
And reality hit hard onto my face that in years to come, I would be reading books from this boring section of the store...
Looking at Business books and actually understanding them...
Reading business sections from the newspaper and actually understanding what the graphs means and finding out how the economy is going...

Gosh... That so does not sound like me...
That is like someone whom I have yet to know and someone whom I don't want to turn into yet...

Argh... I'm growing old...
Gosh... Can I turn back time???

Sobz...

Politicians

2009-03-02T19:20:00.002+08:00

I just came across a video clip of politicians...
Won't say names...

I find politics really interesting...
But I so hate it when politicians start boasting on how they love their country...
How they hate people who say bad things bout their king and bla bla bla...
Gosh... It just sooo make me want to puke...
I mean... It's just so blardy fake...

Want to crap also don't crap in front of the camera only la...
Macam show power only...
Just because you idiots are bigger size, that does not mean you all can bully an old man on wheel chair...
Imbeciles...

Stupid Show-offs... Boasting and boasting...
Anyone in the right mind won't talk so much...
Cause...
Talk so much for what...
Stupid idiots...

Damn I'm pissed...
Stupid stupid IMBECILES!!!

My life

2009-03-01T21:49:00.002+08:00

OMG!!! Tomorrow start class already...
oh my goodness...
I feel old already...

Finally...
My dream is finally coming true...
Finally I am falling back onto the right track...
Let's hope I won't go to the wrong side of the road ever again...

I love my life now...
I have friends I can rely on...
I have cool friends who I can crap with...
I have a great family...
A messy room that requires cleaning up...
And people whom I cherish...

I don't want to leave... Sobz...

Anyway, I'm cherishing the moments I have left now...
Who knows what might happen tomorrow... hehehehe...

Adious...

2009-02-26T18:05:00.000+08:00

Classes are starting soon...
My last week of holidays and now... I don't feel like going back to class...
After spending my holiday wishing I have classes, I do not wish to go back to class now...
Damn... I'm just an indecisive person...

Please... I'm so tired... Classes, go away... Yawnz...

Boring life?

2009-02-18T14:14:00.002+08:00

Hey...

My life currently is quite fun... Not very happening or productive... But not too bad...
I just went to Sunway Lagoon and it was fun...
Nothing worth posting though...

Anyway...
I realized sometimes our lives are just so boring...
It is routine... No colors, no surprises... Just plain black and white...

But in my opinion, when a person wants that to change...
They have that ability...
And sometimes... Little little things makes a difference in our lives...

Like... my trip to Sunway Lagoon was great...
At least, for me now... I don't need to say I haven't went out for some time...
I have watched movies and so on...
My life is not black and white at the moment...
I'm prepare to go back to that...
But the most important thing is that I have taken my break and life isn't that boring to me anymore...

I'm actually looking forward to classes...
But I don't want time to pass so fast...
I want to value every hour, minute, and second...
I know I will miss it... :)

Story

2009-02-15T02:50:00.001+08:00

I found this story from http://www.chewak.com/2009/02/why-is-it-so-hard-to-let-go.html interesting, so I thought of sharing it with you all... :)

A simple story to share that I've found meaningful....(The Pearl)

The cheerful girl with bouncy golden curls was almost five.

Waiting with her mother at the checkout stand, she saw them: a circle of glistening white pearls in a pink foil box.

"Oh please, Mommy. Can I have them? Please, Mommy, please?"

Quickly the mother checked the back of the little foil box and then looked back into the pleading blue eyes of her little girl's upturned face.

"A dollar ninety-five. That's almost $2.00. If you really want them, I'll think of some extra chores for you, and in no time you can save enough money to buy them for yourself. Your birthday's only a week away and you might get another crisp dollar bill from Grandma."

As soon as Jenny got home, she emptied her penny bank and counted out 17 pennies. After dinner, she did more than her share of chores and she went to the neighbor and asked Mrs. McJames if she could pick dandelions for ten cents.

On her birthday, Grandma did give her another new dollar bill, and at last, she had enough money to buy the necklace.

Jenny loved her pearls. They made her feel dressed up and grown up. She wore them everywhere... Sunday school, kindergarten, even to bed. The only time she took them off was when she went swimming or had a bubble bath. Mother said if they got wet, they might turn her neck green.

Jenny had a very loving daddy and every night when she was ready for bed, he would stop whatever he was doing and come upstairs to read her a story.

One night when he finished the story, he asked Jenny, "Do you love me?"

"Oh yes, Daddy. You ! know that I love you."

"Then give me your pearls."

"Oh, Daddy, not my pearls. But you can have Princess, the white horse, from my collection. The one with the pink tail. Remember Daddy? The one you gave me. She's my favorite."

"That's okay, Honey. Daddy loves you. Good night." And he brushed her cheek with kiss.

About a week later, after the story time, Jenny's daddy asked again, "Do you love me?"

"Daddy, you know I love you."

"Then give me your pearls."

"Oh Daddy, not my pearls. But you can have my baby doll. The brand new one I got for my birthday. She is so beautiful and you can have the yellow blanket that matches her sleeper."

"That's okay. Sleep well. God bless you, little one. Daddy loves you"

And as always, he brushed her cheek with a gentle kiss.

A few nights later when her daddy came in, Jenny was sitting on her bed with her legs crossed Indian-style. As he came close, he noticed her chin was trembling and one silent tear rolled down her cheek.

"What is it, Jenny? What's the matter?"

Jenny didn't say anything, but lifted her little hand up to her daddy. And when she opened it, there was her little pearl necklace.

With a little quiver, she finally said, "Here, Daddy. It's for you."

With tears gathering in his own eyes, Jenny's kind daddy reached out with one hand to take the dime-store necklace, and with the other hand he reached into his pocket and pulled out a blue velvet case with a strand of genuine pearls and gave them to Jenny. He had them all the time. He was just waiting for her to give up the dime-store stuff so he could give her genuine treasure.

So it is with our Heavenly Father. He is waiting for us to give up the cheap things in our lives so that He can give us beautiful treasure. Isn't God good?

Are you holding onto things which God wants you to let go of? Are you holding on to harmful or unnecessary partners, relationships, habits and activities which you have come so attached to that it seems impossible to let go?

Sometimes it is so hard to see what is in the other hand, but do believe this one thing...God will never take away something without giving you something better in its place.

So, why is it so hard to let go?

V-Day/Single's Awareness Day (S.A.D.)

2009-02-13T14:50:00.003+08:00

Gosh, tomorrow is V-Day...

The day where all love birds will be going around in pairs, Cupid busy shooting it's arrows and Pink and roses are all over the place.
The day where shopping complexes are filled with people, cinemas fully booked, restaurants fully booked and Singles getting blind from all the eye sore that they have seen for the past few days.

The best place for Singles to be is at home in my opinion la...
Unless, of course they have a date or something like that.
Otherwise, why go out and see people all in pairs, feeling jealous and wondering why in the world you don't have anyone beside you, holding you and whispering sweet things into your ears...
Or perhaps, why hasn't any admirer send you a bouquet of roses for you to hold around feeling not so left out.

Ok, fine... I'm crapping...
Who needs a guy/girl in their life anyway...
We aren't made to live as a pair are we?
We have friends whom are not paired up,
We have dramas to keep us entertained,
We have games to play when we are bored,
We can always sleep and eat and be a pig...
Who is going to bother... Nobody,
cause... you are single... That's the best of being single...

You can do anything in the world, and not worry what the other person is thinking bout.
You do not need to dress up, thinking "Do I look nice? Presentable?"
You do not need to worry about makeup or perhaps even wearing flats if your partner is short or heels if your partner is so darn tall...
You do not need to look for the "perfect" gift to give to your partner just so that they will be happy
You do not need to spend on over-priced things (especially on V-Day)
And best of all, you can spend all your hard-earned money on yourself...
Isn't that great? I know, great isn't it...
SO, in conclusion, It's great to be SINGLE!!!

Happy Single's Awareness Day

How to be a PIG/Couch Potato/Big Fat PIG!!!

2009-02-11T18:50:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps guess what...
I'm becoming a pig...
After spending One WHOLE DAY at home, I have finally master the skill...

#1 In the morn, after you just woke up no matter what time it is, eat your breakfast... which includes a slice of sticky rice aka "linko" and a bit of Nasi Lemak from your mum...
#2 After checking mail, friendster, facebook and blog, go and sleep...
#3 Wait for friends who are not planning to call you for lunch till about 1 something
#4 During that time, watch anime so waste the time
#5 After learning the fact that no one is going to call, then go eat 5 slices of sticky rice aka "lingko"
#6 Eat while watching anime
#7 After eating, fall asleep and let the tv watch you
#8 Get awaken and replay the part you missed while drinking a cup of vono mushroom chicken
#9 Get a vitagen and continue watching the anime

I think by the end of it, you will become a PIG like me... :)
And oh, I'm hungry again...

Adious

Weirdo Alert!!!

2009-02-08T14:16:00.002+08:00

Hey, is it me?

Or perhaps, flashers all look the same…

As usual, this morn I was riding bicycle with my bro…

Now that he has mastered the skill of cycling, he was ahead of me…

He was good… fast…

And I was old, slow, tortoisy… hehehe

As I was trying my very best to catch up with him, there appear a weirdo…

A weirdo on a motorcycle whom u-turned…

And I am very particular on people u-turning as I had bad xperience with them…

The last time, someone on a motorbike u-turned, my bag was snatched…

So, I was curious about this weirdo… and the worse thing was he was touching his private part…

I turned him on??? Gosh…

Anyway, so I rode away…

And he followed me… And imagination ran away… I remembered the night at my grandma’s house where I think I met a stalker… He looked the same… weird huh…

I was spooked out… Then this weirdo, sort of followed me… Now I was creeped out…

I rode as fast I can, shaking all over… Then there was once where I was separated from my bro…

Boy, I rode for my life man…

Actually, I don’t know what I was scared of… But I was afraid…

So, I told my bro let’s just go home… And off we rode home, at high speed…

And the weirdo… actually came to that row, my house row… Creepy huh…

It was to me… And we hid… hid for dear life… And the whole time, that weirdo/jerk was touching his private part as he rode on his bike…

Now, to the questioning of myself… Why, why am I afraid of this jerk?

Chinese New Year

2009-02-01T21:22:00.004+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year...
My Chinese New Year for this year was boring, eventful and there's more to come...
Let the pictures speak for themselves...

Dinner for Adults

Dinner for Kids

Pictures of a riverside which I found interesting...

My Nails for CNY... I know it's not red... But still pretty???

The leaning tower of Malaysia... Me hometown :)

The inside... some lift thing??? Not sure what is it...

A tree which I found the leaves unique as it reminded me of the leave from the cartoon The Land Before Time...

Coconut drinks after a long and hot day... refreshing... Yummy

And this is a Gold from Pyramid... A blessing to win more Money this year...
(Though I have been losing... )

So, that's my CNY... How was yours?
It has more details to it...
Overall, it was a boring one...

Planning a class reunion for Nekadians of 06/07.
So, Nekadians please contact me for further details...
I'm beginning to feel it worthless to organize one...
Let's hope I hear more response... :)

Adious

What a RIDE!!!

2009-01-31T14:29:00.002+08:00

Today, I have this really big inspiration to get my long forlorn bike fixed..
And my Mum wanted to get both bikes fixed...
We can only get one bike into the car...
Therefore, the smaller bike got in and I have to ride my bike all the way from me house to SS14.

I thought to myself, I can do anything... So, I rode the bike all the way there singing some inspirational song along the way...
By the time I reached, I was dripping with sweat.

The bike was fixed, was inspired to paint the bike now...
But, it was beginning to drizzle... so, I rode back first...
And I toke a wrong turn and ended up at the road with never ending cars (the road infront of the banks)

So, there I was riding hoping the cars would stop coming and as I was riding there was this blardy !@#$%^&* on the motorbike, shouted at me... for no blardy reason...
Gave me such a fright... Whatever inspiration, or positive in my mind all got flushed down the drain...
I realized... I was all alone, in the rain... I wished for company... but I know, I have to bring myself and the bike back in one piece...
I waited and waited till there was less cars, run across the road... and rode back alone... in the rain...

By the time I got back, I was dripping wet, heart pumping too much blood, inspiration-less, plus a little dizzy...
The bike became top priority, made sure it got dry...
Then I went to bath...
And now, I'm clean... and tired... Tired from all that I have went through...

Ciaoz

Pre-Chinese New Year

2009-01-22T23:15:00.002+08:00

Every year, without fail...
At this time of year... Before Chinese New Year,
Some families or perhaps mine only, will start with spring cleaning, buying stuff...
Shopping, and many more are done...

Spring cleaning is the most tedious...
It goes from wiping the windows, changing the curtains, wiping the fan, painting the gate, getting rid of cobweb, moping the floor and many many more.

It's some sort of ritual...
Or perhaps, tradition?
I don't know...

Why don't you tell me what you do before Chinese New Year.
It's nice to share experiences. :)

Gosh, I have so much things to do.
It goes from, walking to my brother's room to teach him English, finishing my storybook, "The Gift" which costed me RM60!!!, finishing my storybook "Shopaholic and Sister", watch "Twilight" that Wan has been bugging me to, read the whole series that she has send to me, keep in contact with some of my friends whom I have not contacted since ages.

So much things to do, so little time...

ARGH!!!